All by Myself

So, today was my first day at work officially alone. Completely alone. It wasn't as bad as I would have thought. It could have been better if I hadn't only had three hours of sleep... Why did I only have three hours sleep?

Well, let me explain. Last night Daniel came home and brought me some dinner from Zaxby's. He got us chicken strip meals and a drink... Mr. Pibb... It has been more than a year since I have had any form of Mr.Pibb or Dr. Pepper. (Hmm should probably explain that too... I had chicken pox at 16... it did weird things to my heart.. gave me extra heartbeats... SO now I can't have caffeine because it REALLY makes my heart race) ANYWAY Daniel looks at me and says, "Babe I got you some Mr. Pibb because I know it's your favorite." My response? *EVIL GLARE* :) Then he says, "Come on a few sips won't hurt." So, what do I do but give in.. I do love some Mr. Pibb and maybe I had grown out of it since it's been SIX YEARS! So, looooooong story semi-short: I'm not over it. My heart was racing for over an hour I took a third of a benedryl because it was already 12am and I had to be awake in less than 5 hours. Then, after another miserable hour of refusing to give in to tears, I took an Alprozolam (sp? who cares) it's the generic of Xanax. After about 30 minutes my eyelids started to get a little heavy so I picked up my book and started reading and finally fell asleep. :)

So, all that to say, I had a TERRIBLE night the night before my first day all alone at work. And oh my it was sooo slow at work and that did NOT help at all. (Sorry for all the theatrics I know I'm being a bit dramatic haha I don't know what it is with me lately). It also did not help that I had been hating the world for about three days prior to today. Ok well, I am drawing blank now so... I should probably get off. No picture for today.. I know you're soooo sad... if there's even anyone reading...