Troubled

So, obviously, if anyone has ever paid any attention to this blog, I don't stick to anything. :/ Lately, this fact has troubled me. I tell myself "I'm going to get healthy and eat right" and then 2 hours later I'm eating a fried buffalo chicken sandwich and fries. I would say I have commitment issues, but I don't think that's quite right. I do this same thing to Jesus... I tell Jesus that I'm going to read my Bible every day and follow Him, etc and it only lasts a week at most. Then I get all depressed and give up on everything. I don't know what to do about this. I want to just take it all day by day, but sometimes you need to be prepared ahead of time too. Ok so, here's what I want to happen in my life.

1. I want to have a better, more real and personal relationship with my Jesus.

2. I want everyone to know and see a change in me because of my improved relationship with Him.

3. I want to love my Daniel like Jesus does and I want to be Jesus to him.

4. I want to get healthy (body, skin, hair, nails, etc.) and fit and more comfortable in my skin.

I think that about sums it up... oh wait.. I want to STICK with this. I need accountability. I think that's one of my biggest problems. I don't have anyone right now who's saying, "Hey did you spend time with Jesus today?", or "Hey! You better not be eating cookies!". I need that so bad! If anyone reads this, pray for me, pray for my sweet husband. Pray HARD! I need you.